Þæs ofereode, þisses swa mæg (000_hester_000) wrote,
Þæs ofereode, þisses swa mæg

It all makes sense now.

Sometimes I feel like I'm a . . . a diagnosiswhore, I guess? Like, anytime I'm feeling unhappy about something, I randomly decide that I have [xyz] disorder or condition. That makes me really unhappy, because I end up realizing I don't have it after all, and that I've probably just been using it as a means of diverting attention from my real problems.


I swear up and down.

I seriously do have this.

This is like, the root of every damn problem I have, I swear. I don't know where I could have gotten from; most people who have it seem to have it as a result of childhood trauma of some sort, which (to the best of my knowledge), I didn't have.


I really do have this . . . thing where I start telling myself some story, and it all gets really overblown, and I can't concentrate on anything and/or I want to lie in bed all day . . . or else I start running around or otherwise making weird movements. The scary thing is how much time it sucks out of my day. -.-

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