September 27th, 2011


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Sometimes, I start to suspect that I really genuinely have something wrong with me in terms of the way my brain works. Most of the time I'm perfectly all right, but other times there are disgustingly simple things that I straight-up cannot do.

Like, understanding what resources are and how to use them. If I said I wanted to learn how to cook, for instance, and you gave me a cookbook . . . it probably wouldn't help me at all. I would stare at it for a long time, not understanding that recipes were listed in it because it would be possible for me to make them. I seem to have a lot of difficulty following/understanding even really basic instructions sometimes.

So now I have what I know is an extremely basic piece of homework to do, which is due tomorrow . . . and. Urgh. No. I can't for the life of me figure out how to do it. WRYYYYYYYYYYYY.

I told myself I would go back to it in 15 minutes. Well, now my 15 minutes are almost up and I am so confused. D<

It doesn't help that I get stressed out and then I can't calm down again.