YES I DO LIKE THE PONIES. THEY ARE PONIES AND I LIKE THEM.
So a while back... like a week ago now, I got an email from one of the only other physics majors at St. Kate's asking if I was interested in this student research thing they have. So of course I was, and I emailed back and forth with the professor in charge of it, and then I met with him last Friday and it's pretty much decided that I'm going to do that. Which is great. Like, it's fantastic.
The problem is: I AM SCARED SHITLESS OF THIS FR SRS. Because my unfortunate problem-- and the thing that's going to make this major drive me insane-- is that I get super super emotional about math and science stuff. I'm always thinking that I'm not smart enough, etc. etc. And so now I'm convinced that there's no way I'm going to be able to do this, and I should have just stayed as an English major because I'm so stupid that that's the only thing that I'm good at, and-- GAH!