God, I'm such a retard. I've been trying this whole semester to convince myself that I like physics, but the truth is... I really don't. I think that the reason why I liked it when I was a little kid was that my parents would teach me stuff and it was all really low-key and fun and it made me feel smart and wanted. Dammit, now I'm crying again. /shoots self in face.
Now I just need to find a way to get through the rest of this semester without flipping out.