I don't honestly want all that much of my old stuff back anyway; there was too much of it and most of it I never really liked in the first place.
It's not really about the stuff itself; it's about the reason I gave it away. Now I'm scared because I feel like I came close to making what would have been a very bad decision, and that makes me feel like I'm not sure how far I can trust my decision-making capabilities at all.
I've just been in an extremely bad mood lately over all this (for reasons I'm unclear on myself), to the point where it made it hard to concentrate on anything during finals.
